slashy: (friends forever: killmebecomeme)
slashy ([personal profile] slashy) wrote2005-03-27 10:53 pm

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It's amazing, how in one short fucking conversation you find out no one else can take your best friend's place.

My best friend is currently in Texas (it's been a year and a half), studying her Master's in Music. And I'm in PR, trying to figure out my life (which sucks, btw).

One fucking bad experience last week. I revisit it tonight. With someone who isn't my best friend (no one from cyberspace, a RL friend). And in one conversation, you find out, no one compares to my bf.

I love her bunches, I'm the sister she never had (I have 3 sis', she has 2 bro's, it's a standing joke). And no one can ever replace her.

I fucking miss her beyond compare today.

We're both on tight budgets, so calls are basically out of the question: we talk too fucking much and have an inability to hang up on each other.

But fuck... I need my Idi!

Shit... fuck and damn it all to hell.