HP&DH

I've been fine.  Really.  No anxiety, no true sadness.  Just lots of enthuasiasm. 

Until now.

Until I read JK's letter in the hidden room of her site. 

Until it's only 8 hours to go until I have the book in my hands.

And now I'm choked up, and sad and I'm not sure I can say goodbye to Harry, Ron and co. 

I hope I like the book at first reading. 

I hope I don't randomly start to tear out pages.

I don't want this to end.

How can the most important book(s) in my life be over?

The last post I made *was* a joke, a dare over at hate_ballbut now I wonder if I had the right idea. If i hide under the covers, can I pretend this is not happening and this is not the last HP book ever?

 

 

I'M NOT READY!

 

I'm on my way of of work, to get dressed up in my Gryffindor costume, then off to Borders to get a number (though just for the fact of getting registered for a raffle, since a friend went early and will buy the books for us all) and maybe see the movie again.

I'M NOT READY!