I should be in my car going to work

Instead I'm doing this. And being late.

And oh so stressed about the state of my bank account. And I still have about $100 to be debited from my account. My car insurance is due next week and that's $200 more. Then Cable/Internet bill, which, if it's not behind it's $100 more, if not, it's $200. Also, my credit card, also, $50 more.

And if I pay all that, I won't have enough to eat until my next paycheck in two weeks.

If I were an artist I'd sell some, but I have no talent to speak of.

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.  (Except a few choice programms...)	✓ I own lots of books.
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (Since I was 12.)	✓ I love to play video games.  (Well, computer games.)	× I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.  (:D)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (Usually, not always.)
✓ I curse sometimes.	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (Well, over the last 2 years.)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

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I hate being stressed. I hate it I hate it I hate it.

My chest is tight, and I feel like crying and it drives me break work rules and post here during work hours, but I need to vent.

I have a good job that pays well but not fucking enough for all the work that I do. And with Dad in Delaware working, I'm left with the responsibility of Mom and house and all it entails. I hate having my account so low with 2 weeks until I get paid, and about a month ago I was overdrawn for the first time in my life.

I feel like i should be okay and handling this, but I may end up calling my Dad or Brother for a little loan.

This trip to Disnay, while OMGYAY! has also been OMGOHNOES! because it's just so many expenses.

;o;

Thamiris

I just learned through sidewinder that thamiris lost her battle with cancer. I don't know the exact date or the details, but I do know that I'll miss her. Even if I had lost touch with her after I left her ksares yahoo groups list (formerly ksmithares), she was one of KS' biggest fans, and we found much common ground because of that.

Tham... I'll remember fondly our chats with the rest of the crew in mIRC. Thank you for beta'ing some of my works, they were so muc better because of you.

And may you be now with KS, and in peace.

*cries*